February 2012
My Heart Rate:
theviennasecession:
Normal :
Talking to you :
Seeing you with someone else:
it’s come to a point now where no matter what i say, no matter what i do to try and gain some attention and love, nothing works. i have repeatedly spoken to you about how i am feeling, and how much these little things such as no contact hurts me. i just don’t understand why and how you can honestly tell me to my face you love and care for me when you don’t even prove that to me...
sorry just doesn’t cut it anymore. i am tired of being the girl you come to only when it suits you and at your convenience. i am not someone who likes to make life complicated or play stupid petty mind reading games. i hate trying knowing ill be ignored when i try talk to you. if you can’t make time for someone you love then go do what you have to do. if making up excuses as to why i...
2 years went by so fast. you are the reason for my happiness. i cannot believe how one person can and has completed every part of me. thank you, thank you for everything. i hope you know how much i truly care and love you. <3
i am so glad today is nearly over. i felt no love what’s-so-ever. not like i believe in the whole valentines day, but i wish i felt something, just for once.
Watchwideawakeandsoalive:
theyalsohadasecret:
hahaha
LMFAO FUCK
Never been in so much pain. never have i ever felt so stupid and taken for granted. I go out of my way to do the nicest things for you, and make you feel the most special to me, and you just take advantage of it. here i am alone, crying constantly since 10pm last night and its 1 in the afternoon the next day, and my eyes still have not stopped. there are things you just don’t realize or seem...
you are the reason i wake up every morning, the reason i close my eyes every night and dream of an amazing future with you. you are the best thing thats ever happened to me. you have changed my life around and made it worth fighting for. you are my lover and best friend. it’s unbelievable to me how one person can make such a difference in my life. i love you more than life itself. i know...
loookatthestarss asked: It is the worst feeling. I hate being ignored.
you make me feel depressed.
loookatthestarss asked: I can relate.
what is with you and always replying to messages like 3-4hours later? my gosh, you message me, and i reply within a few minutes, and then i don’t get a reply until 3-4 hours later..? it’s so annoying. i know you see my messages straight away. your phone is always on you. i get so frustrated. you have no care in the world; its only when it suits you that you will show you care.
koaorquia:
There comes a moment in every relationship where you start to question “why me?”. When you think of the person you’re with, and what and who they’re capable of being with, you realize they chose you. It’s like an alternate reality. I sometimes question their decision. What do they really see in me cause I sure as hell don’t see it in myself.
But at the end of the day, you just have...
don’t know how you can do this to us. i don’t understand how you can’t speak to me about it. shows me how much you care. you don’t care at all, why the hell should i?
